I’m really sick of people constantly asking me to make life-changing decisions. I am not good at making decisions. My personal philosophy for the last three years has been the following:
- Surround myself with people that I like
- Dissasociate with those who hurt me
- Be happy as long as it is not at the expense of others happiness
- Try to make other people happy
I followed these rules instead of a formal religion. I feel now it has culminated in these circumstances:
- I have fewer, but closer friends
- I have to make harder choices about WHO to make happy when conflicts arrive
- I more frequently find myself giving up my own happiness for others
- This last gift does not spontaneously mean I will support them, just get out of their way
I still feel nothing.