Theres a Reason Why Life Rymes with Wife

I’m really sick of people constantly asking me to make life-changing decisions. I am not good at making decisions. My personal philosophy for the last three years has been the following:

  • Surround myself with people that I like
  • Dissasociate with those who hurt me
  • Be happy as long as it is not at the expense of others happiness
  • Try to make other people happy

I followed these rules instead of a formal religion. I feel now it has culminated in these circumstances:

  • I have fewer, but closer friends
  • I have to make harder choices about WHO to make happy when conflicts arrive
  • I more frequently find myself giving up my own happiness for others
  • This last gift does not spontaneously mean I will support them, just get out of their way

I still feel nothing.